Janel KILLING it. This is seriously amazing!
This made me soooo happy!! Janel after reading my letter and seeing 2 of my edits. I just.. I can’t :’)
The sound isn’t working but she’s saying thanks :’)
I woke up at 5 a.m. completely freaked out after having a crazy nightmare.. and the first thing I heard was that evil Ali laugh. And there she was - sitting in my chair, laughing at me. I told her I thought she would stop visiting me but she just kept laughing, and then she asked if I really thought I’d get rid of her that easily. I asked why she was doing this and she said I know the answer to that.
She took some tissues out of the pocket of her red coat and threw them on my bed. I asked what for and she said I didn’t even notice I had a nosebleed. I sat on my bed, took a tissue and held my nose with it. She stood up and started walking around the room. I still wasn’t sure what she wanted, but I didn’t wanna ask again. When she approached the door she said she left me a little present and left.
I looked around the room and noticed she left a porcelain Mona doll on my desk. It was clearly new but it was partially broken and bloody. I took it, threw it in the door and started crying. Apparently Lisa heard something and came running in my room with a sedative. She gave it to me with some water and made sure I fell back asleep.
I woke up in the middle of the day all confused. Everything seemed like such a blur.. Lisa kept asking where I got the doll but I didn’t say anything. She brought me lunch and then took me to the day room. I guess she didn’t wanna leave me alone in my room for some reason.
Gemini: Who would you have a one night stand with? Noel
This is too accurate.
Today was such a crazy day… I was in my room in the morning just sitting on my bed and looking at my Sybil doll. She was sitting in the chair and smiling at me. And then the door opened. It was that relatively new patient who reminds me of Eric Kahn.
He came in my room and introduced himself. He said his name was Ryan. I didn’t care, he was totally rude. I thought I was gonna have a mini heart attack when he approached the chair, took my Sybil doll (!!!!!!), put her on the table and sat down. That was more than just rude, it was disgusting!
But I couldn’t move or say anything. I felt like exploding but all I could do was just sit still and look at him. He told me Lisa talks about me a lot and he wanted to meet me. Apparently he was admitted after going all “-A” on a girl he had a crush on in his class. Well at least we have something in common… sorta. I was under the impression that he’s a college guy though.
Then he took my doll and kept talking while toying with her. I had no idea what he was saying, I was too busy using every bone in my body to stop myself from getting up and strangling him! Luckily Lisa came in and told him he had to go back in his room. Saved by the nurse.
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The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes this morning was my new Sybil doll. She was sleeping in my bed. I didn’t want to put her in the children’s ward because she’s my favorite doll now and deserves some special treatment.
Eddie Lamb showed up today. In other words - I managed to sneak out for several hours because he never really cares where I am or what I’m doing. So I took my Sybil doll and we went to Brookhaven.
I wanted Sybil to see all of those special places I’ve been to recently. We stopped by Vail’s Doll Hospital. I noticed no one was there so we quickly went to the basement. I wanted my doll to have something special. I saw a doll-sized black hoodie and took it. We’re on the -A team now, how cool is that?
So then we went to that abandoned school I always go to. We went to the first floor and found a bright classroom with a lot of broken windows. I sat down to play with her.
After a few hours I saw a knife on the floor and it reminded me of that dream with Noel.. I suddenly felt uncomfortable so we went back to Radley. I didn’t really feel the need to go to the children’s ward at all, because I’m happy as long as I can keep my Sybil doll in my room.
Something Wicked staring Janel Parrish and Brant Daugherty [x]
Lisa woke me up this morning and happily informed me that they’re changing my meds. Then she gave them to me and made sure I swallowed them.
I went to the children’s ward as usual, but I was kinda curious about the bear and the knife. They weren’t there anymore. But I honestly didn’t care.
CeCe showed up in the afternoon with a present - a doll. I was sooooo happy! Plus, her timing was perfect. Just when I think I need a Sybil doll I get one. She stayed longer this time and we had a nice long chat, and surprisingly it didn’t involve Ali.
I tried to sneak out but I couldn’t, because Lisa was all over the place. Apparently Eddie Lamb hasn’t been to work in days and she’s working extra hours because of that. Seriously though, Lisa is way too nice to him. I wonder why he hasn’t been around though… I know he’s not sick, because he’s never sick. I mean yeah, I’m just a patient and it’s none of my business but he’s pissing me off. I’ll figure this out. I need to.
I spent the day thinking about Brookhaven and how I just wanna go back to that abandoned school.. hopefully I’ll be able to sneak out tomorrow. And since I’ll be out I might as well stalk some liars. Toby hasn’t been doing a very good job as -A, so I guess I really have to do everything myself.
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If you follow me you already know I write PLL fan fiction about Mona in Radley, but this won’t be all I’ll be writing in the future. After Something Haunted is released I will be writing fan fiction for Something Wicked & the sequel separately (not connected to PLL) and I plan on writing my own original fiction in the future as well.
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Noel asked me if I was ok a few times, but I couldn’t speak or move for a while. He left me alone for a bit and then sat down beside me. He started talking about random stuff about his lacrosse team… I had no idea what he was saying, I just couldn’t focus. At some point he asked me if all my dolls were in Radley and I nodded. Then he said I could get new ones and I told him I could never replace them.
I asked him how Jenna was doing and he said she’s been acting weird lately but he seemed confident that they’d go through it. Then I asked him why he really dumped me. He said he never wanted to hurt me, but that’s just what guys sometimes have to do.
And then he said he still had feelings for me. That he didn’t really care that I used to be a dork and that he thought I was beautiful back then as well. He told me he’d be Rosewood’s next Hermie if he helped me or showed any kind of sympathy for me. I understood.
I asked him why he tried to hurt me earlier, and he said he was actually trying to help me. That I came banging on his door, told him I escaped from Radley and begged him to let me stay for a few days. I actually started vaguely remembering that, so I knew he was telling the truth. He said the offer still stands and that he really still cares about me. And then he kissed me.
Suddenly I felt a sharp and excruciating pain in my stomach. It paralyzed me. I asked him why, and he said I was the only link left.
I asked what link, and he said he was practically raised in the children’s ward in Radley Sanitarium. All the dolls were his and that teddy bear with the knife was a gift from one of the nurses. Without the knife of course. He had been in Radley because he was psychotic and had hallucinations as a child. The teddy bear kept talking all the time, so he stabbed it with a knife he found and it stopped. He said he had to burn everything down.
I was starting to feel weaker. He kissed me again and said he really did care about me. He left me lying on the table and went to wash his bloody hands. I could hear the water running kind of in the distance… he came back and closed my eyes.
When I woke up Sybil was sitting on my bed, she asked if I was ok and told me she brought me tea and a sedative. I was already feeling very calm but I took it anyway. I knew the dreams were finally over, so I fell back asleep and slept throughout the day.